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I'm drained drained of feeling
It takes all the strength I have to admit that I was wrong
Wrong about my life
Wrong about where I was going

But Lord I showed myself to You
I was vulnerable with You
I said send me and use me in high hopes of something good
But now I find myself sitting here and staring at the sky
Wondering how this could have happened
I guess I've never felt this way before

I knew I would face disappointments
Rain and stormy weather for sure
But who'd have thought that disaster would strike
At a time when all seems lost

I'm trying with all I have to hold on to my faith
Hold on to what I know I have in You
But amidst the diligence and persistence that requires
I feel myself slipping slowly through the cracks

Lord I showed myself to You
I was vulnerable with You
I said send me and use me in high hopes of something good
But now I find myself sitting here staring at the sky
Wondering how this could have happened
I guess I've never felt this way before

So show me where You want me
Use me for Your glory
It's taken all I have to ask that much
I'm expecting something big
You know that I'll come knocking
So be sure not to disappoint me this time

Lord I'll show myself to You
I'm being vulnerable with You
Send me and use me with high hopes of something good
I don't want to find myself sitting here staring at the sky
Wondering how this could have happened
I don't want to feel this way ever again
I don't want to feel this way ever again